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Why Did Jesus Die?
Why did Jesus die? Who killed him? What was his death really about?
I read the four gospels straight through looking for an answer to this question. Given that I was brought up in Calvinism and modern Evangelicalism (both of which are quite different from the evangelical vision of the ancient church) I expected to find a series of verses that proclaimed that Jesus suffered from his Father the just punishment for our sins. What I actually found did not fit in with my expectations. Again and again Jesus told his disciples what was happening. Here is what I found:
Is it not amazing how we—not unlike the disciples who could hardly understand that Jesus would win by submission—strain the witness of the Gospels through our prejudices? Is their post-resurrection teaching unclear? Jesus did not die at the hands of a ruthless Father who needed to be appeased. The witness of the gospels is that Jesus died at the hands of ruthless men, Jew and Gentile, representing religion and empire joined as one to damn the Father’s eternal Son incarnate.
An honest modern evangelical has to scramble at this point. There is simply nothing to support the notion that Jesus went to the cross to suffer the fiery wrath of his Father so that we could escape such torture. I know about Matthew (27:46) and Mark (15:34) quoting PS 22:1, ‘My God, My God, what have You Forsaken Me,’ but take the time to read the whole Psalm, which Jesus, scarcely able to breathe, could hardly recite the Psalm as a whole. In whispering the first line of Psalm 22, Jesus was letting us know that He had reached the abominable pit where we (human beings trapped in the great darkness) cannot perceive or imagine or know the love of His Father, the place where all we feel is alone, abandoned, rejected. And such emotional destitution must be taken seriously. Our hope hinges on the authenticity of Jesus reaching this place, for this place is the bottom of the abyss of our darkness. Yet, paradoxically Jesus is also proclaiming to us that in such a place of utter darkness, where we have no hope, He not only trust His Father and gives Himself to Him in the Holy Spirit, but finds His way to the place where He knows that His Father will never abandon Him in such a moment. “For He has not despised not abhorred the affliction of the afflicted; Neither has He hidden His face fro him; But when he cried to Him of shelf, He heard” (PS 22:24; note also John 16:32). Jesus submits himself to be damned by the human race, accepting us and our will, and there in the utter darkness of the rejection of humanity, he knows that His Father is present to hear and to save, although he cannot hear or see or feel His presence. In this abyss of our darkness Jesus establishes his relationship with us in the darkest pit of our sorrow—and he brought His Father and the Holy Spirit with Him.
The mocking, the shame, the derision, the cursing, the damning, the hatred, the treachery, the rejection was not from his Father or from the Holy Spirit, but from us. We damned him. We cursed him. We betrayed and crucified the Father’s eternal Son even while we were breathing Christological air. Such was not a surprise to the blessed Trinity. It had been foreseen and indeed planned from before creation.
As you contemplate the suffering of Jesus on Good Friday think of this: What the Father, Son and Spirit counted on from you as your contribution to your salvation was not that you would finally come to your senses and believe, but that you would betray and murder Jesus. Unbelief, treachery, covenant unfaithfulness is our real gift to God, and our Father—without doubt in unspeakable sorrow—accepted our ‘gift’ and used our murder of His beloved and eternal Son as his way of finding us and embracing us at our most violent and heinous worst.
Imagine: Papa accepts our bitter rejection of Jesus and uses our rejection as the way of his acceptance of the real and broken us, the way of our adoption into the family forever. ‘I will take your murder of My Son and I will use your betrayal as My way of embracing you in your great darkness.’ And, of course, the Holy Spirit was not standing around shocked at our miserable unfaithfulness. The Holy Spirit was finding His/Her way inside our brazen obstinance as we lifted Jesus up on the cross, making our self-righteous condemnation of Jesus into the temple of Her presence. This is grace. This is God. This is redemption. Our Father never needed a sacrifice; we did. And we, as one man, with one accord damned His Son, and our Father accepted our ‘faith’ and our ‘will,’ and our ‘decision’ to crucify His Son as the means to establish and real and everlasting relationship with us inside our faithless betrayal. This is salvation. This is adoption. This is redeeming genius and love almost beyond our wildest imaginations. This is good Friday. Today let us get over our pride, and glory In the fact that the blessed Trinity outsmarted us and used our unbelieving, self-righteous pride as the way to secure our inclusion in the very life of the Trinity.
Dr. C. Baxter Kruger
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